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[Altcoin Discussion] Monday, December 21, 2020

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THIS BITCOIN CYCLE is VERY DIFFERENT! Dan Held Explains MOST SURPRISING Cryptocurrency Events 2020! | Blockchained.news Crypto News LIVE Media

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Is Tether an existential threat to Bitcoin?

As a Bitcoin investor I owe it to myself to continuously evaluate the threats to this assets therefore I follow most closely its harshest critique.

At the top of these threats IMO is the price manipulation arising from issuance of USDT that isn't reflective of demand. Although this was a hot topic in 2017, given that the supply has doubled (+$10B) in the last three months it seems critical to discuss.

For those curious enough I highly recommend this paper which provides strong empirical evidence of this manipulation. Moreover, it highlights the interconnectivity of USDT amongst exchanges which provides undeniable evidence on the underlying structure for this manipulation to take place.

On the flip side, I guess these nefarious events are intrinsic to any unregulated financial asset which BTC's past is riddled with. But the billion dollar question is whether this is an existential threat that could lead to demise of this amazing innovation.

Curiosity to hear hear your ideas, especially if you've take the time to study it! It's not a pretty topic but we owe it to our wealth to address is head on.

Ps; my interest in this was initially re-ignited after listening to an interview of Brock Pierce in which his motivations are rather questionable.


Weekly /r/DesMoines Events Thread for the week of December 20, 2020

This thread is for any events going on in Des Moines this week! What events will you be attending? What events do you want to attend? What events do you want to promote? Whats new around Des Moines this week? Add a comment below.

Please provide the following when posting new events: - Time, Date, Location, Cost and some sort of description of the event.

New threads start every Sunday, and will be stickied at the top of the subreddit.

Here are some places to find things to do: Cityview's Calendar - Juice's Calendar - Des Moines Register Event Page - Catch Des Moines Calendar

If you have any recurring events, specials, or other suggestions for this weekly thread, please send us a modmail

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Trivia Nights:

  • First Monday of the month is Mona's Pub Quiz at The Lift

  • Benchwarmers in Ankeny on Mondays

  • BeerStyles in WDM, Tuesdays 7-9 PM

  • Ridgemont in Windsor Heights Wednesdays 8-11

  • Wednesdays at Fireside Grille in Altoona -starts at 8

  • Trivia Thursdays at The Ingersoll Tap.

  • Tuesdays at Quinton's

  • Gas Lamp has triva on Tuesday

  • Tuesdays at Basement Bar at Des Moines Social Club

  • There's trivia at The Beer House in Urbandale on Wednesdays, 7pm. Also at F&O's on Fridays, 9pm

  • Tuesdays at Wellman's Ingersoll

  • Wellmans Pub on Ingersoll has trivia Tuesday night at 8

  • Trivia at Thunder Head in Ankeny every Tuesday

  • Trivia at the Keg Stand, Thursday nights (I think it starts at 8:30?)

    Drink Specials:

  • 2 for Tuesdays @ the Flying Moose every Tuesday all night (Also, 2 fers every day until 8pm)

  • Beechwood has 2 for 1 on tuesdays.

  • Quintons: Thursday Half off all drinks

  • Quarter beers at both Flying Moose and Mickey's Clive on Weds

  • Wednesday is geeks who drink at the red monk

  • Lift has $3 draws on Thursday

  • First Wednesday of every month there is a bottle share at 515 Brewing @ 6

    • Tuesdays they have trivia at The Hall in Valley Junction too. Starts at 7.
    • Smashpark in WDM has trivia at 7 and 8 on monday nights

    Weekly Open Mic night:

  • Gas Lamp now does karaoke on Tuesdays (with a live band for you to sing with!).

  • Tuesday night comedy open mic at Lefty's Live Music at 8pm.

  • open mic every Tuesday at Luckys at 8.

  • Friday night at the Beechwood is free stand-up comedy.

  • Acoustic music open mic at AJ's on East Court, Sundays at 4pm

  • Free Killer Queen at Up-Down every Thursday!

  • There is trivia at The Ducktail Lounge on Sunday’s.

  • Open Mic Thursday at Java Joe's Downtown at 7:30

    Other Ongoing Events:

  • Blues Jam Band every Tuesday at Carl's Place, $3 tallboys

  • Des Moines Bitcoin and Blockchain MeetUp at Gravitate in West Des Moines - 2nd and 4th Thursdays of each month (eg Oct 25th) at 7:00pm

    If any of these are no longer current or you would like to add something, please ping /u/annarchist to update this thread otherwise I may miss it.


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One Good Investment Can Allow You Never to Work a Normal Job Again

I made a big investment several years ago.

It was one I didn’t take lightly. I bothered to do enormous amounts of research. What made it hard was there was a taboo nature attached to my investment choice.

Buying any form of internet money was considered wildly stupid, irresponsible, and making an unnecessary bet. My focus wasn’t on the investment though. It was on the problem being solved.

Sending money around the internet wasn’t easy. When I had to pay friends in other countries it was a giant pain in the ass. The internet made everything easier, except the world of finance which I worked in.

Dinosaur organizations with mainframes from the 80s dominated. They used their green screens to send money all over the world. I thought to myself there must be a better way.

The 2008 financial crisis was not kind to me. I nearly lost everything in a matter of weeks. As a punk 20 year old with a drivers license, I had no idea about the tsunami that came fast. The local government gave out stimulus checks. I remember getting $900 for free and thinking something’s not right here.

I took the money and spent it like a good boy (or did I save it — can’t remember). This event in human history taught me to question money and financial markets. A mentor of mine forced me to read books written by investing legends like Warren Buffett.One Good Investment Can Allow You Never to Work a Normal Job Again

Investing was clearly a mental game.

Around the same time, in a computer lab somewhere in the world, a man named Satoshi was writing code. His little project was nothing new. It used cryptography which had been used many times before. Internet money wasn’t a new concept. Everybody tried to create digital money. What profit-seeking corporation wouldn’t want to have its own money?

Satoshi wasn’t doing it for profit.

The clue to Satoshi’s dream lied in the first block that was mined on the blockchain technology he invented. It read “The Times 03/Jan/2009 Chancellor on brink of second bailout for banks.” Clearly Satoshi saw a problem. Unlike most of the world’s population he was idealistic enough to think he could fix the problem.

Bailouts for banks pissed Satoshi off.

Why?

Bailouts meant money printing. Money printing by governments leads to companies that should go bankrupt getting saved, stimulus checks and reckless fiscal policy. Creating money out of thin air meant the rich got access to the money first, while poor people were left out in the cold.

Money printing caused, and still causes, inequality amongst humans.

This frustration of inequality led to the Occupy Wall Street Movement. The people of America were the first to break. They had enough of investment banks treating financial markets like a casino.

Their protests went nowhere, unfortunately. The banks got bailed out because that was the only option. Satoshi’s blockchain invention operated behind closed doors. A few, known as the Cypherpunks, experimented with the currency for the internet he created. It was an interesting experiment. Nobody thought it would go anywhere.

Several years later I came across Satoshi’s experiment. It seemed like a noble cause but there was just no way governments would let his invention succeed. Satoshi was two steps ahead. He hid his identity and made his blockchain something that could never be shut down.

To shut down his creation meant shutting down the internet.

Governments tried to ban his invention though. China was the first. They thought they succeeded. Then its citizens decided to move trading digital currencies to “over the counter.” (This term means transacting face to face in a public place or secure office.)

The dream was to have money be borderless. All you needed was to remember your 12-word passcode and you could go anywhere in the world with your money. Cash and gold were different. You couldn’t go in and out of an airport with cash or gold and not be questioned. There were limits.

Satoshi’s invention had no limits. His vision was off-limits to small thinkers.

Those who took over Satoshi’s invention let greed get the best of them. Satoshi understood greed — it led to the 2008 financial crisis.

Satoshi planned for greed, too. Several founding members of his technology attempted to change the code he had created (known as forking). Satoshi built in consensus. He made it so 95% of the community had to agree for the change to become effective, knowing humans would never agree to do it if they understood what he’d truly created.

The “fork experiment” to change his code failed several times. Greed was proven to be an inferior force to his code.

I discovered Satoshi’s experiment a few years in. I was instantly fascinated with the idea of what he built. I had my doubts about the technology surviving. Still, I began investing money in the technology. The more I looked into it the more I understood: this was Web 3.0.

Ownership on the internet was a problem. Satoshi’s technology was a bold move to shift the power back to the internet user. The question was simple:

What if the users owned the network?

What if the users who worked on building and maintaining the network got all the rewards, not a few fat cat business empires?

It took me a while to understand. Internet money was one thing. Changing how humans got paid, transacted, and owned the work they created was a revolutionary concept. Money controls society. What if you could change money to change society for the better? I was infinitely fascinated.

2017 came around. The hype bubble around internet money exploded. Even the lunch lady was talking about what Satoshi created. Tulipmania had set in. The invention was still an infant, not ready to be exploited by adults in suits.

The price of Satoshi’s dream plummeted. Everybody called me stupid for investing. I endured two years of people telling me how dumb I was, especially because I worked in a bank and should have known better.

Ignorance was bliss.

I ignored everybody’s advice. They weren’t qualified. They didn’t know what this was. I spent hours and hours getting my head around mining, block rewards, competitors, new types of networks that were emerging. I went to meetups. I heard from businesses who accepted this strange form of internet money. I tried the test ATMs that allowed you to buy and sell this internet money.

Still, people said “you’re a sucker. Haven’t you learned your lesson?” The insults hurt.

The critics were real. They were temporarily right.

In 2020, the problem Satoshi solved finally had a use case. Interest rates went to zero like he predicted. A random health crisis became the excuse for the collapse of financial markets. Returns on assets like bonds plummeted — even paying negative interest rates in some countries.

Savers were smacked in the face the hardest. Interest payable on bank accounts went to virtually nothing. Everyday people who maybe had never invested in financial assets got to see the problem now, too.

Where do I put my money? became the question of 2020.

When the health crisis struck, governments printed trillions of dollars as Satoshi predicted. In 2008 the US government printed $1.3 trillion. In 2020, they printed $3 trillion with trillions more needed. No inflation was felt.

All the extra money ended up in the stock market, driving stock prices to new highs — despite record unemployment, a collapse in global GDP, an out of control health crisis, and oil prices going negative.

Rather than measure inflation the old way — through the consumer price index — CEOs of publicly-traded tech companies started saying this:

“What if inflation was measured in stock prices?”

A light bulb exploded in my head. When you have more money than you need, you don’t buy 6-figures worth of pizza. You buy stocks or property.

That’s why stock prices were going up when the economic reality was going to be down the toilet for a year or two.

2020 was the year internet money changed for good. PayPal and Square got into it. Visa got into it. JP Morgan backflipped and admitted it was an important asset class. Fidelity Investments with $3 trillion under management got into it. Citibank came out with bold predictions like “each coin will be worth $300,000 by the end of 2021.” The CEO of the world’s largest asset manager, Black Rock, said it’s here to stay.

Famous investors like Paul Tudor Jones, Stan Druckenmiller, and Jim Cramer all decided to invest.

Ex-Goldman Sachs banker, Raoul Pal, went all-in and placed 98% of his available cash into internet money.

I have made one good investment in my lifetime: Bitcoin.

People continually tell me I’m stupid because of my decision. Internet trolls leave harsh comments. Folks on twitter call me stupid.

Meanwhile, after work I keep spending 1–2 hours a day understanding more about Web 3.0, where bitcoin will be the store of value and Ethereum will be the layer on top that everything from apps to networks is built on.

I spend a good amount of time reading about people who have vastly different opinions to my own. While I know a bit about the blockchain space, I don’t know everything. Things can change. New technologies can be created.

Bitcoin is like anything in life — you have to take the time to learn about it, then you will understand the problem it solves and how to value it.

I started buying Bitcoin in the first few years of its life.

The first coin I ever got my hands on was worth $100. Now one coin is worth $18,000 USD.

My original investment in Bitcoin has gone up 17,900%.

Bitcoin is the best performing asset of the last decade and was up 170% in 2020. It pays to do your own research about finance and the future of money.

Bitcoin and Ethereum are only getting started. Because real money that is governed by code rather than greedy humans is needed more than ever. It’s now obvious cryptocurrency is mainstream — and it’s still early.

When you take the time to make one good investment and back your decision despite all the critics, you can set yourself up for life and never work a normal job again if you choose.

It pays you to have a Web 3.0 financial education.

This article is for informational purposes only, it should not be considered Financial or Legal Advice. Consult a financial professional before making any major financial decisions.


I noticed this in CoinDesk's Ethic's Policy "journalists must disclose crypto positions worth $1,000 or more in their profile"

So I decided to see what their journalists mention in their profile.

The full policy can be found here. The relevant part is under "Personal Investing", and I will mention it in full in the bottom of this post if you don't feel like going there.

Now, first, we look at the Contributers.

Name Profile Conclusion
Cathy Barrera Doesn't Mention Not sure
Preston J. Byrne Doesn't Mention Not Sure
Leah Callon-Butler Doesn't Mention Not Sure
Jill Carlson Doesn't Mention Not sure
James Cooper Doesn't Mention Not Sure
Frances Coppola Doesn't Mention Not Sure
Jeff Dorman Doesn't Mention Not sure
Alyssa Hertig Doesn't Mention Not Sure
Byrne Hobart Doesn't Mention Not Sure
Ada Hui Doesn't Mention Not sure
Stephanie Hurder Doesn't Mention Not Sure
JP Koning Doesn't Mention Not Sure
William Mougayar Doesn't Mention Not sure
Yorke Rhodes III Doesn't Mention Not Sure
Lex Sokolin Doesn't Mention Not Sure
Ajit Tripathi Doesn't Mention Not Sure
Nathaniel Whittemore Doesn't Mention Not Sure

This was the contributor's page. Now, let me try going to newest articles to see if there are other journalists not mentioned in the list above and try again.

Name Profile Conclusion
Kevin Reynolds Profile is empty Not sure
Zack Voell "He owns bitcoin." Yes
Colin Harper "He holds bitcoin." Yes
Nathan DiCamillo Profile is empty Not Sure
Nikhilesh De "He owns less than $20 in BTC and has no other crypto holdings." Small
Danny Nelson Doesn't Mention Not sure
Muyao Shen "She holds a very small amount of bitcoin." Small
Doreen Wang Profile is empty Not sure
Daniel Kuhn Profile is empty Not sure
Bradley Keoun Doesn't Mention Not sure
Omkar Godbole Profile is empty Not sure
Sebastian Sinclair "He currently holds no cryptocurrencies." No
Tanzeel Akhtar Profile is empty Not sure
Daniel Palmer "Daniel holds small amounts of BTC and ETH" Small
Benedict George Profile is empty Not sure
Brady Dale "Dale holds small positions in BTC, WBTC and ETH. Small
William Foxley He holds investments in bitcoin. Yes

Okay that's enough, let's see the score. 34 names.

3 clearly mentioned they held.

4 mentioned they held small, but only of them we know what that small means, Nikhilesh said $20, while Muyao said "a very small amount", so don't know if that's 20 dollars or 200 or more. However, I'm sure when it is small, it most likely means they haven't been a big part of their capital in it.

1 clearly says no.

That's 7 we have information, 27 we have no idea about.

But the ethics policy doesn't say that you have to mention you DON'T hold crypto, only you have to mention it if you do. So, logically, we come to either of these two conclusions:

1) 28 (82%) don't hold any crypto, 4 hold small amounts, and only 3 (8%) hold significant amount. This would mean that people constantly creating FOMO about crypto don't believe in it themselves to really put money in it. They are like drug dealers who don't do their stuff or cult gurus who don't believe their own junk.

2) Those 27 (82%) actually hold them but didn't report it. This would mean they have no integrity and are willing to ignore the Ethics policy, and the company probably doesn't really care anyway. This puts the journalist integrity of both them and their company into question.

In both cases, the logical conclusion is that their reporting is not ethical at all.

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And now, here is the full part of the Personal Investing subsection of the Ethics policy;

Personal investing

CoinDesk always seeks to prioritize its highest-value asset – the trust of its readers. It is the job of our journalists, researchers and market analysts to be both transparent and accountable to the public, and seek to uphold high standards of conduct. 

However, CoinDesk respects that employees may wish to make decisions related to their wealth management. With this in mind, CoinDesk has worked with compliance and legal advisers to develop a strict set of guidelines that balance the company’s vision while respecting our employees’ financial autonomy. 

Above all, these guidelines seek to ensure:

  • Information obtained by employees of CoinDesk during the course of their duties is not misused for financial gain;
  • Employees at CoinDesk are able to research the market through actions that may include the purchase, sale or use of cryptocurrencies or crypto assets;
  • CoinDesk employees retain the financial autonomy to make decisions on their personal wealth, provided such decisions are disclosed. 

Our policies are designed to promote stringent definitions for transparency so as to ensure the trust of our audience is upheld.

Any employee who buys, sells or trades crypto assets in amounts of less than $1,000 must notify CoinDesk’s compliance officer within 24 hours of the event. Any employee who buys, sells or trades amounts more than US$1,000 must notify the compliance officer at least 24 hours before doing so. 

Upon receipt, these notifications will be reviewed by the compliance officer to ensure the trade meets our policies and guidance. Items up to and including the employee’s recent meetings, articles or corporate outreach efforts will be evaluated. Employees must hold all crypto asset purchases for a minimum of 30 days.

Further, trading is forbidden during office hours. Employees are not permitted to short crypto assets or trade futures contracts. As noted, journalists must disclose crypto positions worth $1,000 or more in their profile pages and update them immediately to reflect any changes.

CoinDesk employees who are found to be not in compliance with these rules may be subject to penalties up to and including termination.


22 [F4R] Because talking to myself for too long is apparently not cool (?)

At the risk of mostly getting messages from men with ulterior motives under the guise of 'wanting to make genuine connections', I'm just reaching out to whoever I can for idek what. Talking? Voice chat? Movie streaming? Emotional support? Bitcoin trading? (Seriously though, please don't hmu to talk about bitcoin. I don't know jack shit and honestly, ya bitch is too dumb to even be working in tech)

I just feel incredibly overwhelmed. Looking at where I'd rather be, where I am right now. The things I wanna accomplish in life, being aware of all that's in my way and not being able to get past them. The crippling loneliness and feeling incredibly unsupported and unloved. So, I did bit of a cleansing. Having graduated this year, I decided to weed out all superficial, surface-level friendships, people who've never made me feel accepted or comfortable in my own skin. And now, I'm left with no one. Nothing. Just me. And my mostly toxic, emotionally dismissive parents. Most of us grow up in households where crying is a crime and indicative of weakness, and I seem to have adopted that mindset too, at least until now. Pretending to be the cool Internet chick, the bad bitch with commitment issues, the ambitious, career-driven woman who doesn't need anyone besides herself. Shit gets tiring. Don't get me wrong, I still have goals and aspirations, a life of my own. Just no one to share it with, no one who cares. It's all pointless. Your hobbies and interests, career goals mean nothing if you don't have people to love and support, and people who give you that in return. We're all deserving of love and security, and it sucks that so many of us live our lives without ever getting it. You know the saying, 'Learn to love yourself before you can love someone else'? I don't quite understand how that works. How can one be undeserving of validation and intimacy just cause they're having to deal with self-esteem issues, which they're not even to be blamed for? It's difficult to see yourself in a positive light when you've been conditioned not to.

Ngl, I have an incredible amount of resentment for the environment I grew up in. College, school, family. I wanna be able to forgive everyone and let go, but just can't. Cause no matter how toxic it all was ,replaying past events in your head is comforting cause it's familiar. And I fear the unknown. Funny thing is, it's not the pandemic that's made things worse for me. If anything, it's actually given me the time and space to really take a good look at myself, my patterns and see what went wrong, what I'm still struggling to learn. Idk where I was going with this. I usually am upbeat and productive, but it's been incredibly hard to keep things light-hearted and to not take myself too seriously, not when my sense of self is literally falling apart and I don't even know what's real and what isn't anymore. So, I really just wanna talk. To anyone, about anything.

Tldr: I'm looking for lab rats for my astral projection experiments (Sorry, I have to throw in something quirky cause I can't be openly vulnerable for too long 👉👈)

I probably won't be paying attention to the comments so dm if you wanna talk. Stay safe 🌻


22 [F4R] Because talking to myself for tool long is not cool (?)

At the risk of mostly getting messages from men with ulterior motives under the guise of 'wanting to make genuine connections', I'm just reaching out to whoever I can for idek what. Talking? Voice chat? Movie streaming? Emotional support? Bitcoin trading? (Seriously though, please don't hmu to talk about bitcoin. I don't know jack shit and honestly, ya bitch is too dumb to even be working in tech)

I just feel incredibly overwhelmed. Looking at where I'd rather be, where I am right now. The things I wanna accomplish in life, being aware of all that's in my way and not being able to get past them. The crippling loneliness and feeling incredibly unsupported and unloved. Having graduated this year, I decided to weed out all superficial, surface-level friendships, people who've never made me feel accepted or comfortable in my own skin. And now, I'm left with no one. Nothing. Just me. And my mostly toxic, emotionally dismissive parents. Most of us grow up in households where crying is a crime and indicative of weakness, and I seem to have adopted that mindset too, at least until now. Pretending to be the cool Internet chick, the bad bitch with commitment issues, the ambitious, career-driven woman who doesn't need anyone besides herself. Shit gets tiring. Don't get me wrong, I still have goals and aspirations, a life of my own. Just no one to share it with, no one who cares. We're all deserving of love and security, and it sucks that so many of us live our lives without ever getting it. You know the saying, 'Learn to love yourself before you can love someone else'? I don't quite understand how that works. How can one be undeserving of validation and intimacy just cause they're having to deal with self-esteem issues, which they're not even to be blamed for? It's difficult to see yourself in a positive light when you've been conditioned not to.

Ngl, I have an incredible amount of resentment for the environment I grew up in. College, school, family. I wanna be able to forgive everyone and let go, but just can't. Cause no matter how toxic it all was ,replaying past events in your head is comforting cause it's familiar. And I fear the unknown. Funny thing is, it's not the pandemic that's made things worse for me. If anything, it's actually given me the time and space to really take a good look at myself, my patterns and see what went wrong, what I'm still struggling to learn. Idk where I was going with this. I usually am upbeat and productive, but it's been incredibly hard to keep things light-hearted and to not take myself too seriously, not when my sense of self is literally falling apart and I don't even know what's real and what isn't anymore. So, I really just wanna talk. To anyone, about anything.

Tldr: I'm looking for lab rats for my astral projection experiments (Sorry, I have to throw in something quirky cause I can't be openly vulnerable for too long 👉👈)

Stay safe 🌻


How would terrorist attack wiping out electricity affect the bitcoin network?

Has any discussion been done on this topic? It seems that a low probability event that temporarily caused electricity outage on a wide scale (big city, entire state, country, ect) is not discussed much among the community. Obviously a terror attack or some other event that caused electrical outage is unlikely but should we expect bitcoin to decrease in value when/if large terror attacks take place?