Regret due to a missed opportunity that would have completely changed my life. If I wasnt so deep in my own sorrows, depression, stress, and anxiety, I would have had a clear mind to meanuver through life correctly....
I have no one to blame but myself. Imagine all the financial obstacles in life, every monetary hurdle and mountain to climb all cleared it's way and was moved out your way to favor you and direct you towards success. It's pretty much being handed to you on a golden plate but all you had to do was listen 1 time. That's how easy it was for me to change my life but I fumbled because the depression and what happened in my life around that time was too severe.
In 2013, I moved back home, my parents knew something was wrong with me mentally. I'm not going to go into the details of what happened because that's not important, what's important to know is, they told me they would feed me, I wouldn't have to pay any bills, they would pay for my car insurance, cell phone, etc... I pretty much had 0 bills and 15k in the bank.
This is what I meant when I said, obstacles in life just cleared its way for you to walk into success but instead of being focused and listening, I walked in a different direction like an idiot.
While I was a hermit recovering from trauma and living at my parents house in 2013, for 6 months to a year, I would go on these conspiracy websites to listen to their podcast because they were 100x more interesting than the main stream media. There was a financial advisor named Max Keiser, that I heard every night. Yes, you heard it, I said it, every night yelling through the roof about the same thing. I heard this same thing for 6 months to a year and that was.....
"Buy Bitcoin!!!!!!!!! Come on, it's going to soar!!!!!"
The guy even gave reasons, showed charts, showed data about how it was going to soar and still I didn't listen. I had 15k to do whatever I wanted, I could have bought a ton of bit coin for cheap and seeing where it's at now, my life would have been completely different. The fundamental life mistake I made was drowning in my own sorrows and that hindered my ability to think clearly and because of that, I missed out on a once and a life time event.
It was handed to me on a golden plate and I refused it. Sometimes I think back around that period and get so pissed off at myself. I know everyone has squandered a missed opportunity but what makes my situation so bad is I know, it will never be that easy ever again.