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crash course, how to; white horse the evil to heedfull. won't revise or read threw. yet again. no if, or but. only when.

Monday October 14 2019 13:22:39 GMT-0400(Easter Daylight Time)

IMMORTAL

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I'm tired. All we've care about is, where or who can I blame. Instead of attempting to change anybody's perspective, I'll just say how I've lived my life.

The bare minimum to have a car to get me place to place, a home to stay in, food to eat, and my recreation. Originally to fit in. I don't mind, even if I may cause my life to be shortened. I share the same struggles with our demons.

I fell in love, had been engaged, signed a contract with the military in recognition that I needed more cash.

After, I had signed. Away to care for her, and our child hers with somebody else. She changed her mind. This I don't blame her. At the time yes. I suffered over it. I don't know when, but now? No. I am blessed to have met her.

I've paid for internet, power, water, gas, taxes, insurance, medical, and entertainment. I keep my head down, and move in silence.

Sometime in high school, maybe sooner. I witnessed everybody has multiple personalities. "Customer service face", or "politically correct" view to fit their surroundings. Ive been preaching to anybody that would listen, and for the most part, those who listened understand. However, I wont know if they don't care. Again. Don't blame or assign guilt.

I have desire. A hunger for power. I wished I had the money to buy things I need and the things I want. ( I think those who ever existed thought about and has these thoughts. ) Am I gonna blame myself for being human? I did.

I am stubborn, I have pride. I am certain every person is guilty of manifesting superiority. By age, race, religion, wealth, experience, winning, and that's okay, but this.. Hard to do when we're the same. We all have a different amount of time on earth. However all eternity to account.

When I was in school, the things I could do with a computer.. 2012 IT program. Taught me a lot. But I didnt know about the several laws, but that doesn't mean I'm not guilty.

I don't want money, I don't want prison. I don't like pain. I don't like placing a value on myself, or others. I don't want to hurt or cause harm to anybody. I don't want work in or for a company that would rather focus on money, rather than what impact they could make. I need the money.. Just like all of us. So I shut this away, accepted it. Even though I believe this to be painfully wrong.

I'm not hiding from police, or law... Please.. I'm not involved in any crimes, cults or illegal substances. I've watched countless movies, anime, and tv shows. I stopped for a moment. I'm living shame of what I feel and how we treated things. This is simply explained, but just confuses others.

I see myself as everyone, and nobody. Imagined being that bad guy, or that bully. However you aren't better and I'm not better than anybody reading this. Don't also think nobody is better than you. Just because they know something, just respectfully listen. They may be wrong. They may be right. That is for you to decide.

For the sake and only the sake of explaining. I would never wish part in such evils. However in imagining, it is dangerously disastrous to place yourself in such a mind set. So I'd advise against trying to think like those who you thought of, when you read the word evil..

Humans are able to commit atrocities such as; bombing, extorting, chastising, commiting and falsifying rape, killing other humans, killing themselves, torturing animals, selling mother earth, blocking/censoring, profit from signifying intellegence, physically/mentally harm. Much more.

If I spelt something wrong, would you try to think yourself superior, by correcting me? Or by just calling me stupid? Or a mixture of both? It's aiigght. That's like... Your opinion man.... (Big labowski)?

I choose, not because its illegal, or afraid of consequence. To follow the written law. Not because its been forced, explained, and enforced. Its just the catharsis behind the laws.

We've seen documentaries, even cried. However thought "better them than me". Am I blaming those who had committed these sins? Yes. No. I don't. Should they be locked up? Possibly.. Maybe.. Depends on the crime.

Together we have power to change. However the way we do, reflects on us. Since we can. Why not world government?

Bloodshed? Conflicting overpaid "elected" persons? Fear?

I'm sorry. The internet of things, can tell you just about anything. So.. Yeah.. Being smart doesnt have the same merit it used to have. Sue the internet. I'll wait.

Every story has a person, or persons behind it. We live with regardless what happened to the assailant(s). This can't be undone. Did this make you feel better? Are you happy? I can't be happy at anothers expense, without feeling guilty. Seems like it anyway..

One person makes all the difference, to great good. Or disasterous evil. I see what becomes of collective. Gangs, families, governments, cultists, politicians, corporations, and they serve themselves.

Now say.. You an your friend laugh together at some other persons expense. This is the same. Only difference is the money or blood behind it. "All in good fun"

We're victims of circumstance. You do not have control, or as adults arbitrate. Though only you control the way you think.

Killing yourself or somebody else. As long as you're alive, you may be saved, and as long as your, victim(s) or your assailant(s) remain alive, you may be forgiven. The price will be paid. Regardless of what happened.

Chose the people that you live with, the words from strangers that resonate. Choose to do what you do, because you can't be forced.

Unless you have a gun to your head? The needs of the many, out weigh the needs of a few? If I don't do it somebody else will do it? Better to exonerate yourself at any chance right? Only person(s) in question, will answer. All in the end.

One person can change the whole world. The whole world can be changed by you. The beginning starts with a stranger. That stranger is you. The stranger is me. With which face am I really communicating to and with?

The dust never settles all the way, those whom if affected and those that were effected, will live with it. I'm heart broke. I'm horrified about a fellow human being that has a substantial past. With great good and great evils.

I can't understand. A friend, a youth, a colleague, a coach, a teacher, a fellow human being? Since I can't read minds. Just take them at face value. Not all of us can think alike. Even so, this doesn't mean they gave you the permission to speak for them, or for you to judge them really.

I am not. I am you. I am me. I know me. I will never know you. You will never know me. Without searching me out, and interacting face to face. So even if some filthy terms & conditions clause exists. Some stranger is selling and buying and selling. Cash money, isn't real. This will not follow you in the afterlife.

We're all neighbors. We share this earth. These are facts.

If religious to a degree. You should already believe. The world is brutally, beautiful. Love one another. Love thy neighbor. Be cautious. Don't be afraid.

We're all going to die. We're all not equal. We're all selfish, selfless and loving. We're the culmination of data processed in the very moment of insemination until you procreate or die. You die in the physical world. What you leave behind immortal. Diogenes immortalized himself as a philosopher. Thomas paine, a humanitarian, Martin Luther King an equal rights activist. Several more brilliant minds are also immortizled. However, if never taught, or artfully explained, picked by an opinionated manner, misrepresented, twisted, or misconstrued to be a fascist view. Programing more subservient youths.

This must not be meant, to find anybody to agree or disagree. However, to the person reading this.

My thanks to those whom read this immortal.

Liberty, and freedom: the words are an impossibility. Current justice is social opinion. Our species has evil trying to be pure. The plan, the sins, and virtues. Always remain mysterious. Even me, the writer.

(This is publicly available for reference.) The paraphrasing or plagiarism of what typed/written above wouldn't be right. So I humbly ask, that in the event; use of, or misrepresention of the afforementioned, for any sort of monetary, documentary, likes, shares, links and such for any gain/profit. Will be discouraged. This is my intellectual ascertation of what is.

Since my dream was/is to be president. However, wanting to do it my way. Refusing to be bought, or feel obligated by a benefactor. Or colleges...

I took June to now searching, and provided this. I tried my hardest to figure what is missing in my life. Selfishly racked up debts. Nevertheless. I'll handle it.

I think, this beautifully blended, artistically crafted cluster of words. Could be something that we all share, and admire freely.

Don't feel obligated. I have a business idea I've waited on since I was fired from being an insurance agent.

The start would be extremely expensive. I believe it can and will change the world while also disseminating the bountiful thanks and blessings in our life. If you don't have anything to say that's positive, please refrain. I did my best. I hope you do too.

Friday November 15th 2019 18:36:51 GMT-0500 (Eastern Standard Time)

Imagine being an maleficent being, always watching. Experiencing the great horrors across the earth all at once, and across the timeline. For a better example for more modern era depression: Holocaust, Congo, Communism , Vietnam, War on terror. Along with the revelations that occur when devoting a strong moral compass.

Through several hundred years, most recent being 18-2000s where technology, inter-connectivity, globalization, and forced spread of religion, government, tyranny, development of infiltration, intelligence gathering, counter-intelligence. I have come into being, after repenting and diligent self checking. Much work is still left to be done on the inside. The issue is, the platform needed for real time, and adequate representation. As for solitary, true solitaries know. These particular individuals will know. The insecurity birthed by fear, instantiated from teachings of control. Love is to hate, hate is to love. Support from afar, Dont be afraid to ask for help. dont be afraid of gaining what which isnt to be gained.

the world is slowly decending. The fires started. the flame is burning warm, catching those around it by any means. The purifying heat and understanding will rise you. rise me to a(n) neverbefore seen or dreamt of here after.

Sunday December 1st 2019 23:56:09 GMT-0500 (Eastern Standard Time)

therapy? scared of me. dare to be. wrote something.

i see theres no oc. thats okay, im just an og. ive been continually. periodically. thinking vertically.

i wrote some bars, while i drove my cars. i spoke these jars. all i got was harsh.

i think i should write them down though. so i dont have to close the front door. while i sit on the back porch, writing some side notes. looking at skys though. telling me why. to be the guy. to break the rhymes. insane para-dimes.

heres my show. dont care if you like it. you can sit there an fight it. its making my heart sick.

now for revision, on this my vision. i made the decision. if its hot, get out of the kitchen. listen.

i need to stop man, its out of MY hands. people loosing their mind. taking MY time. asking why i cant rhyme. is it that time? are you that BLIND!

dark an cold inside. you'd think i had died. i loosen the tie. fore i kiss you goodbye.

no money, no fame, no brain, insane, no cane, no tame, for this train, no gains.

i need fans though. dont ask me a brand note. i see its all wrong mo. clean it all joe.

dirt, not a flirt. i just know when you get it, it hurts. tryin to merger, the flow jerks. its just a slight twerk. to look up this skirt. to see how it works.

all these people with their guns, acting like bums,.. treating people like scum, spitting with cancerous tounges. quiet as nun's. think its all for fun. until you collapse a lung.

i never listen, its like their dissing, acting all dismissive, while i pretend submissive. i just need you to listen. tone it down for a smidgen. you'll know its my niche then.

this aint an experiment, i know you are hearing it. while you secretly tearing it. gonna see you here there again. subtracting from me, just like gravity. we're all just the battery. its just really sad to see.

atdb thats me, not an anagram for your instagram, im part of you fam, killed me like the rams. man... its whack though, in this rap show. saying no flow. let go. keep me in a can though.

i aint no mo fo, i wish i said so. to tell you. no-go because i say so. gonna need a break though. i need to skate hoe. about to break no. with all this hate bro. telling me to. go home.

i bask in the glow. inside of the flow. waiting for the mow. so i am no foe. its all foe the show. aint that a no go. because i say so? heck no. correct your gaze. or you might get grazed. feels like a haze. not in a maze. its just a phase. put down your mace. go on, retrace. i know i made mistakes.

bring it on. sing my song. it wont be long. whats going down in hong kong.

my message.. i suppose has to be this. we're one an the same. you are acting confused though. i see that im catching your beat. because i know your reading. the place i need for you to be. is in a haven listening to what i say then. its really the golden time. with all these politics. all this hate. people acting like they all relate. i know it sounds forced. im adjusting. let me refocus. what you think ive been doing. i have been fishing. for information. about how many views. on netflix, hulu, on youtube, and reddit. all these generations, bashing eachothers heads in. actings like vultures. with no culture. let me tell you about respect. its an honor things. its integrity. its a two way street. you may have more money, more fans. but you must understand. you lack something too. just like i do. whats a teacher? somebody who informs you? going to school, treating me like a tool? i hate the systems. i really do. sometimes i wish i never went. i have been looking around. reading the news. all these disasters, and hypocrisy. trying to give me more numbers treating me like a beast. im untamed. i need this fame.

if you read my profile. the things ive been saying. ill take you down to a magical place man.

enjoy. upvote please i am only asking. cuz i know you want me on this track then.

Monday December 02 2019 02:13:44 GMT (Eastern Standard Time)

For NF, for Eminem. For the rap industry.

i was born in 95. i was the outcast of my class. always treated like trash. and out of my anger. id lash out.

i sharpened my tounge. i took this plunge. i soaked all this up... just like a sponge. i can see its alot of fun. but staring at me with these guns? trying to dissect me. correct me. doesnt make sense see? i can see what youve written. what you have been bringing.

i had and have demons too. ive pawned them off on you. i hope this helps you too. a fan dude? able to write you? whos andrew?

thomas, i made this promise. dane, all for the fame. making this game sane. breaking the membrane. inside your own brain. waiting for this train. of thought. ive never been bought. ive only been sold. did as im told. not acting bold.

watch this unfold. ive been in the army, and they hadnt stopped calling. things ive done? use your imagination. top of the class. i set things up to bash. em. while i track them. and then i back them. only to attack them. i got out then. all the sadness reached me.

out in 2018. spent all 2017.. in poland.. my trump then. move everyone out the way. to shake the presidents hand.

didnt care who he was. its what he stands for.

i dont want to meet fake people, i think you relate too. i think its fate bro. its my destiny, for you to benefit me. i can improve lyrically. i dont need sympathy.

i like a challenge. it aint a door hinge. avoid me like the orange? secrets and regrets, you see this?

beast knits, for them written words. satiating the herds though. all following like sheep. only vibing, as a safe haven. you helped me clean the inside of my emotions. so now ive been putting this into motion. starting this revolutions.

listening to score, its not a bore. imagine, draggin. this baggage. over the cabinet. visting the shady, and this question obsessed fiend. just like me. ill reply, with no lies. i got no good byes. i be using my eyes. exhaling all these big sighs.

i can teach the world, the whirl of this sea. just listen to me. i cant even speak it. i can only write it. if i get you in the sights though. its gonna hook doe.

you've been making the beat. but take your seat. youve been reading, you need me to explain then? this is my basement. im all in your face then.

give me some money, endorse me. enforce me. promote me to the show flow, i cant take this no more.

38 dollars at the start of december, no job, but a place to stay though.

since i do nothing, i stare at the public, like we're a republic. this democracy, isnt working see. when you can just buy the ceedees. all these old geezers in positions with tweezers.

elected by 3 gens in the dinosaur age. dont even know technology. i was a programmer, a psychological operation specialist. just listen to the rest of this.

i am you. you are me. i need help. do you need some too? i think a conversation with me, can change the game. i aint all rain, nothing to gain. money will drive me insane. since its doesnt exist. its in your brain.

its on the computer, listen im your tutor. bitcoin, all faith dollars, wearing blue collars. taking us farther. away from the light. time to blight. give in with my fight. or make me right. i need to get on the plane, and conduct this train. not for the fame.

Tuesday December 03 2019 15:06:59 GMT-0500(Eastern Standard Time)

so i think i have the answer for this one. however this is my answer. not yours. so please respect my opinion. or you'll be just another minion.

rock, metal, politics, wars, trade routes, corporations, the society, the school systems, the control that we were born with without knowing, always enjoying, but then toying, and all this whoring. its kinda boring. do you think thats corny?

the instruments are bringing the sounds, the trumpets. the wars, the blood soaked tragic events that have happened already. while during the time they came out. there wasnt all this internet.

i knew when i was 5 the internet of things had all the information i needed, and did my studying, ignoring school, being persecuted, then sued, im just food. another tool. made out to be a fool. cant that be cruel?

the appeal of rap, is you add a t, subtract a c. its all a beat. -- its all just a beat, the one in your feet. that you feel in your heart. its not far off.

i love all music, i couldnt pick a single specific genre. however rap appealed to me because i had to slow all the way down, just to understand. and when you slow something down enough. and read focused. and look up what you think the true meaning of a persons music is. because they cant just explain it. its hard enough to maintain it. some blow their brains in. driving them insane man. but they're just expressive. it is impressive. i love it. you should too. but i didnt tell you too. you keep doing you.

Tuesday December 08 2019 13:00:44 GMT-0500 (Eastern Standard Time)

is the silence.. violence? playing your tiny violins? treating my people like villians. just chill. cuz you think your winning. because your fibbing? grab your bib then. scribe this. its psychics, and physics, on a discus. all mystic, blissful, bashful crash force, course the horse, like the norse, to this chorus, not to bore us.

i real-ize, visual-ize, varied-skys. painful-lies. evil-ties, master-mind. not confined, in a bind. i need to find. what we left behind. i need your time. not a crime. just a strong vine. listening to MY rhymes, identify, the fact that i, tell my lies, to hide our cries, no byes, only highs, badly ride, on my side? thats fine. we're combined, your confined, sorry guy. i cant die. its my. tie-die, slow phi. hold mine, blow the finds. cannon, the gannon, or just abandon. this canyon, draw over it with your CRAYONS, im from DAYTON, is it BAITON? for the RATE-ON? rate mon? im not fond, son, of the system.. i had to break them, for us to take em'. its a CAKE-MON, eating our fruits, tasting the hoots, i get the scoots, stomp their boots, in MY BOOTH, in cahoots? preparing a noose? slaughter me as a moose, letting myself loose. feeling like bruce, not to be crus-i-fied, trying not to tell lies, tell you guys. to lean on, my free-on, i wont be-gone, if you list-on, my bar, gones.