Friday, September 20, 2019

If there is a god, he keeps messing up my relapse attempts

I have tried 3 times in the past 5 months of sobriety to relapse.

Every time something happens that the end result is that I can’t relapse on meth.

The first time was a drug seizure, resulting in my vendor being dry. Couldn’t get it off anyone else then.

The second time my bank cancelled my credit card for trying to my bitcoin so I could relapse.

Third, got exit scammed. I lost €600 worth of gear. Fucking idiot.

I am so glad all these mishaps have happened. All events are months apart. I was definitely mad at the time, but happy now.

So, if there is some god, mind you I am in no way religious, he’s looking out for this subreddit.


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